Reasons

Okay so its Hella Cold !!!! Outside.

I've Been Making Phone calls trying decide if i can do this.

Lately My life has been one twist and turn  after another

so now its all about Damage Control...........

Getting Everything Back In Place, While Trying To Make Ends.

While also Making A Decision to live more for me and less for what others think.

In The End

Money still Green

Sky's still Blue

Im Still Me Thats All That I Can Do

PEACE!!!!!!!

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? for everyone

Okay so on the way to help my mother at her job.

she decided to share a joke, well Her Version of a joke.

Mom: What Do a drug runner,a banker, and wall street have in common?

Me: There All Pushas

Mom : No

Okay so now you guys get to comment and let me know what you think????

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What........*shock* she's back

Hey Blog Fam

Yea I know ive been gone.

last month and this one have been totally Ummm C R A Z Y!!!!!!!

Graduated From Beauty School( Yay Me)

Started Dating This Guy.......( Plot Thickens)

Applied At Hooters( lol )

Then February Came Let Me Tell You

My boyfriend and i have been having what i call a "Trophy Relationship"

were together but we have a lack of a real relationship.

Its Hard cause his mother is going through stages of cancer, he has a son and is paying all everyones bills. i admire this was still standing by him cause he made me smile, called, dropped me micky ds saturdays and sunday(lol i like fast food especially at 1 am) and i was falling for him.

Now HERES WHERE IT GETS REAL INTERESTING

we made plans for valentines day

Dinner,Walk On Pier, And a evening alone

The day before he says we cant do vday that he doesnt feel like celebrating.

i said okay

he said" i know Your mad at me"

I Said" nope im not mad or upset its okay"( yea i kinda lied i was beyond upset to the point i couldn't be mad)

the rest is kinda a blurr so fast forward

So Vday comes , i return what i was gonna for vday(yep sure did)

got my hair done , my makeup done and sat on the couch looking at T.V.

I Fall Asleep And Wake Up To A Email at 1:52 Am(mind you i was sleep like deep sleep and started to here music)Its supposedly from my boyfriend but when i open its this girl saying " Sorry Boo Hes Taken Check The Aim (her aim here) We've been together read his away. So i read his away and shes in it saying this is wifey ,we've been together since(some blahh) and you tramp ass hoes cant touch this.( Yes im serious this was directed to me)

Now I don't know many people who wake up and think very clear at like 2:30 to 3:00 am .

quite honestly at 3 am if you call me i sound belligerent and a Lil crazy cause I'm still sleep.

so think how i felt getting all this at 245 am. i was mad (looked fly as hell but that's not the point) because one  why did she have to wake me up she could have waited till like ten after i had some coffee, ate a light breakfast, sipped a mimosa and read my funnies. 2 because i don't even know who that is but judging from the lame aim her name is bri some and the piece to resistance for leaving some very childish things on my phone, when people are sleep. so i was up the rest of the night thinking( 1 if i could get away with murder(I'm not all together at 3am) and what is going on). The 6 am rolls around and i get a text saying I'm changing my number talk to you later.( well my lack of sleep self saw this and pondered hmmmm why the need to change the number , or text me this early . SO That was My Update A little vent, a Lil crazy but yea so ill update with better new but i missed yall and have had writers block..... but im back

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my twin an i

Okay yall this is my older brother anton(he beats me by 10 years, but im more mature) my big head.

now like im the baby,yet i have to act older. now i don't know if you have older siblings but why is it that when your the youngest they think they cant take you anywhere. my brother told my mama that he didnt know what to do with me mind you ill be 20 this year. He also say i cant date till im old as hell 2*rolls eyes*  funny.

even though i hardly see my brothers,especially this one since he's a fire fighter and playboy lol.

i love them , they suck ass but they do rock. 

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I <3 PHARRELL

Okay I've Been in Love with Pharrell For like EVER!!!

Why You may Ask?  One HE is sooo DAPER!!!!.

He's Creative,Intelligent,Unique,athletic and

 all that and a bag a chips,ice,candy bar and a cl coupe.

Even though he's like *cough and say 10 or so* a few years older. 

lol that fine with me because i wouldn't mind coming home to this at all.

Pharrell if you see this your a infinity lol.

Let me stop ight smell ya later

That Inglewood diva

C.

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Jcpennys and so many otherthings

okay so mi. madre and i went to the mall tonight to go pick up my shirt that i wanted but was sold out online . When i get to the mall it looks like everyone and there mother decided to show up and mob (Yes i said MOB) the place. So i walked in my store and i see this guy i use to talk to(Okay now people i don't know why but i feel like your ex should phone ahead and let you know if he's gonna end up at the same store,restaurant,mall, etc.... Like a" common courtesy" call just to prepare you for anything that should happen) as soon as i tap the sales clerk he turns around and we look at each other,i look then turn around and search for my shirt. As i'm ready to go him and his friend decide to act a fool. i give a look, pop in the headphones and blast i'm a diva(my anthem for the moment) tell my mom since i cant find the shirt lets go. Then i roll in VS to see if they have anything cute But can't because people have robbed and looted and pillaged vs. Then We go To jcpenny's( now this is where it gets good) to shop for a gift for someone else, while there i spot FABULOSITY  by Kimora Lee Simmons . Let me tell you that i have a bone to pick with kimmora . Now i love her she's one of my idols but her line for jcpennys is tacky with a capital T...... It looks like she just stuck her name on it and tadda. Im sadden by this its like" COME THE FUCK ON K". all you other collections are nicely tailored and put together but your Fabulosity line looks like garbage, shame on you kls shame on you. It is not nowhere near fabulous .i feel like she should know better, you of all people should know better. Honestly while where at it why the hell is jcpennys the heck open. Its full of CRAP!!!! . The Only except able stuff is the home and bedding other then that close the fucking store.

Thats All I have to say

lol night and morning

The Bread WInner DIva

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Shop SHop SHop

Okay so i bought some clothes online for like the first or second time.

now im use to just going in stores and copping my gear at times.

these are 4 reasons why i don't buy clothes online at times.

REASONS:

1. i'm not always Guaranteed get the right size ( some times it will be the right size but cause the company runs there shirts small my 36d's will pop the shit)

2. I'm not good with returning things(nuff said)

3.I'm truly impatient at times especially when i don't do rush shipping.

4.i cant get a immediate thumbs up or down approval at once.

ooh and number 5 they might not have one item and you know after they ship.

when i get my outfit hopefully with in the next few days ill post some picks.

deuces from the L.A. Diva stuck in the town

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