What........*shock* she's back

Hey Blog Fam

Yea I know ive been gone.

last month and this one have been totally Ummm C R A Z Y!!!!!!!

Graduated From Beauty School( Yay Me)

Started Dating This Guy.......( Plot Thickens)

Applied At Hooters( lol )

Then February Came Let Me Tell You

My boyfriend and i have been having what i call a "Trophy Relationship"

were together but we have a lack of a real relationship.

Its Hard cause his mother is going through stages of cancer, he has a son and is paying all everyones bills. i admire this was still standing by him cause he made me smile, called, dropped me micky ds saturdays and sunday(lol i like fast food especially at 1 am) and i was falling for him.

Now HERES WHERE IT GETS REAL INTERESTING

we made plans for valentines day

Dinner,Walk On Pier, And a evening alone

The day before he says we cant do vday that he doesnt feel like celebrating.

i said okay

he said" i know Your mad at me"

I Said" nope im not mad or upset its okay"( yea i kinda lied i was beyond upset to the point i couldn't be mad)

the rest is kinda a blurr so fast forward

So Vday comes , i return what i was gonna for vday(yep sure did)

got my hair done , my makeup done and sat on the couch looking at T.V.

I Fall Asleep And Wake Up To A Email at 1:52 Am(mind you i was sleep like deep sleep and started to here music)Its supposedly from my boyfriend but when i open its this girl saying " Sorry Boo Hes Taken Check The Aim (her aim here) We've been together read his away. So i read his away and shes in it saying this is wifey ,we've been together since(some blahh) and you tramp ass hoes cant touch this.( Yes im serious this was directed to me)

Now I don't know many people who wake up and think very clear at like 2:30 to 3:00 am .

quite honestly at 3 am if you call me i sound belligerent and a Lil crazy cause I'm still sleep.

so think how i felt getting all this at 245 am. i was mad (looked fly as hell but that's not the point) because one  why did she have to wake me up she could have waited till like ten after i had some coffee, ate a light breakfast, sipped a mimosa and read my funnies. 2 because i don't even know who that is but judging from the lame aim her name is bri some and the piece to resistance for leaving some very childish things on my phone, when people are sleep. so i was up the rest of the night thinking( 1 if i could get away with murder(I'm not all together at 3am) and what is going on). The 6 am rolls around and i get a text saying I'm changing my number talk to you later.( well my lack of sleep self saw this and pondered hmmmm why the need to change the number , or text me this early . SO That was My Update A little vent, a Lil crazy but yea so ill update with better new but i missed yall and have had writers block..... but im back