pt.1

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HEY

HEY

HEYYYYYYYYYYY

back with tons of flicks

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I'm Leaving,I'm Leaving

Yo Fam!!!!!!

So i  know its been forever but lately alot in my life has been going on .

so i took a major step back to evaluate my life.Find Myself. Ever So Slowly.

So im Taking a extended Vacation Then I Will Be Moving Out Of Cali.......

OOOO i found my camera so i can take fotos yay.....

This past week has been mad crazy , i partied three nights in a row.

met a REALLY cute guy(had to happen when trying to move).

shopped,packed,and haven't really slept.

my life in a nutshell lmao

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the ramblings of me part 1

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Epiphany

Chrisette Michele - New Music - More Music Videos

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hiatus

hey all

im taking a leave of absence 

someone seriously close to me was killed.

he was 12, a 12 year old killed.sigh.

so right now i need some time 

so peace and thanks

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omg

Last night i caught Rip The Runway

Omg it was soooo awesome just the best yet.

The garments, Music, Aura , Etc...

I had a ball just watching and then singing along lol i know  .

Then The Season Premier Of  HARLEM HEIGHTS came on.

It was love at first intro especially cause im so not really a Reality Junkie.

Yet this had me sitting still for a hour lol a totally new concept for myself cause even when i watch T.V. im doing 60 million other things. After watching it I Had to hit up the homie B. 

to see if he had watched all of last nights events, cause i was way to juiced to sleep lol then we came to the conclusion that H H Was indeed a east coast version of what we are or have yet to fully become . hilarious yet true 

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Foundation

tell me does anyone else have a problem finding 

a F O U N D A T I O N????????

I'm so having this problem 

My Forehead and chin are half a shade darker then the rest of my face.

So who has the best compact foundation.

i have recently bought mac yet im not sure if its the best

SO HELP ME

signed lost in foundation land

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Makeup 2 breakup then cake up

So this weekend i went crazy(not literally physically )

shopping these past few days just buying up goodies.

Goodies O Goodies , How do i love thee lol.

Lately Like i said probably in a past post that i need a Change(if i didn't post that ,look left cause now you have it in writing) i decided to revamp,re evaluate ,and make changes.

people who did me wrong Peace.......

Love  Meet Work and Money,so take the backseat

P E R S O N A L happiness come on down.

i realized that i'm a giver.

always will be

yet im not gonna take a backseat to anything anymore.

so now im doing more for me.

changing for the better as well as

changing my outlook on certain things.

pushing myself to do more see more be more

as well as changing my hair

cause im tired of how it looks.

okay but back to the goodies

M.A.C= i love them , they get my goat everytime im there

i sent like 130 with them and told them im coming back soon.(im a shopaholic i know)

then sunday boutique shopping found this fly lil designer dress for a steal.

friday bought jeans and gotta go back to buy more. ( i gained weight its nice but yea)

lol yea issues yea

will the shopping ever stop

NOOOO cause this coming weekend im going back

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Reasons

Okay so its Hella Cold !!!! Outside.

I've Been Making Phone calls trying decide if i can do this.

Lately My life has been one twist and turn  after another

so now its all about Damage Control...........

Getting Everything Back In Place, While Trying To Make Ends.

While also Making A Decision to live more for me and less for what others think.

In The End

Money still Green

Sky's still Blue

Im Still Me Thats All That I Can Do

PEACE!!!!!!!

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? for everyone

Okay so on the way to help my mother at her job.

she decided to share a joke, well Her Version of a joke.

Mom: What Do a drug runner,a banker, and wall street have in common?

Me: There All Pushas

Mom : No

Okay so now you guys get to comment and let me know what you think????

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What........*shock* she's back

Hey Blog Fam

Yea I know ive been gone.

last month and this one have been totally Ummm C R A Z Y!!!!!!!

Graduated From Beauty School( Yay Me)

Started Dating This Guy.......( Plot Thickens)

Applied At Hooters( lol )

Then February Came Let Me Tell You

My boyfriend and i have been having what i call a "Trophy Relationship"

were together but we have a lack of a real relationship.

Its Hard cause his mother is going through stages of cancer, he has a son and is paying all everyones bills. i admire this was still standing by him cause he made me smile, called, dropped me micky ds saturdays and sunday(lol i like fast food especially at 1 am) and i was falling for him.

Now HERES WHERE IT GETS REAL INTERESTING

we made plans for valentines day

Dinner,Walk On Pier, And a evening alone

The day before he says we cant do vday that he doesnt feel like celebrating.

i said okay

he said" i know Your mad at me"

I Said" nope im not mad or upset its okay"( yea i kinda lied i was beyond upset to the point i couldn't be mad)

the rest is kinda a blurr so fast forward

So Vday comes , i return what i was gonna for vday(yep sure did)

got my hair done , my makeup done and sat on the couch looking at T.V.

I Fall Asleep And Wake Up To A Email at 1:52 Am(mind you i was sleep like deep sleep and started to here music)Its supposedly from my boyfriend but when i open its this girl saying " Sorry Boo Hes Taken Check The Aim (her aim here) We've been together read his away. So i read his away and shes in it saying this is wifey ,we've been together since(some blahh) and you tramp ass hoes cant touch this.( Yes im serious this was directed to me)

Now I don't know many people who wake up and think very clear at like 2:30 to 3:00 am .

quite honestly at 3 am if you call me i sound belligerent and a Lil crazy cause I'm still sleep.

so think how i felt getting all this at 245 am. i was mad (looked fly as hell but that's not the point) because one  why did she have to wake me up she could have waited till like ten after i had some coffee, ate a light breakfast, sipped a mimosa and read my funnies. 2 because i don't even know who that is but judging from the lame aim her name is bri some and the piece to resistance for leaving some very childish things on my phone, when people are sleep. so i was up the rest of the night thinking( 1 if i could get away with murder(I'm not all together at 3am) and what is going on). The 6 am rolls around and i get a text saying I'm changing my number talk to you later.( well my lack of sleep self saw this and pondered hmmmm why the need to change the number , or text me this early . SO That was My Update A little vent, a Lil crazy but yea so ill update with better new but i missed yall and have had writers block..... but im back

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my twin an i

Okay yall this is my older brother anton(he beats me by 10 years, but im more mature) my big head.

now like im the baby,yet i have to act older. now i don't know if you have older siblings but why is it that when your the youngest they think they cant take you anywhere. my brother told my mama that he didnt know what to do with me mind you ill be 20 this year. He also say i cant date till im old as hell 2*rolls eyes*  funny.

even though i hardly see my brothers,especially this one since he's a fire fighter and playboy lol.

i love them , they suck ass but they do rock. 

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