2.23.2009

Reasons

Okay so its Hella Cold !!!! Outside.

I've Been Making Phone calls trying decide if i can do this.
Lately My life has been one twist and turn  after another
so now its all about Damage Control...........
Getting Everything Back In Place, While Trying To Make Ends.
While also Making A Decision to live more for me and less for what others think.


In The End
Money still Green
Sky's still Blue
Im Still Me Thats All That I Can Do




PEACE!!!!!!!

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2.20.2009

? for everyone

Okay so on the way to help my mother at her job.

she decided to share a joke, well Her Version of a joke.

Mom: What Do a drug runner,a banker, and wall street have in common?
Me: There All Pushas
Mom : No



Okay so now you guys get to comment and let me know what you think????

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2.17.2009

What........*shock* she's back

Hey Blog Fam


Yea I know ive been gone.
last month and this one have been totally Ummm C R A Z Y!!!!!!!
Graduated From Beauty School( Yay Me)
Started Dating This Guy.......( Plot Thickens)
Applied At Hooters( lol )
Then February Came Let Me Tell You
My boyfriend and i have been having what i call a "Trophy Relationship"
were together but we have a lack of a real relationship.
Its Hard cause his mother is going through stages of cancer, he has a son and is paying all everyones bills. i admire this was still standing by him cause he made me smile, called, dropped me micky ds saturdays and sunday(lol i like fast food especially at 1 am) and i was falling for him.

Now HERES WHERE IT GETS REAL INTERESTING
we made plans for valentines day
Dinner,Walk On Pier, And a evening alone
The day before he says we cant do vday that he doesnt feel like celebrating.
i said okay
he said" i know Your mad at me"
I Said" nope im not mad or upset its okay"( yea i kinda lied i was beyond upset to the point i couldn't be mad)
the rest is kinda a blurr so fast forward

So Vday comes , i return what i was gonna for vday(yep sure did)
got my hair done , my makeup done and sat on the couch looking at T.V.
I Fall Asleep And Wake Up To A Email at 1:52 Am(mind you i was sleep like deep sleep and started to here music)Its supposedly from my boyfriend but when i open its this girl saying " Sorry Boo Hes Taken Check The Aim (her aim here) We've been together read his away. So i read his away and shes in it saying this is wifey ,we've been together since(some blahh) and you tramp ass hoes cant touch this.( Yes im serious this was directed to me)


Now I don't know many people who wake up and think very clear at like 2:30 to 3:00 am .
quite honestly at 3 am if you call me i sound belligerent and a Lil crazy cause I'm still sleep.
so think how i felt getting all this at 245 am. i was mad (looked fly as hell but that's not the point) because one  why did she have to wake me up she could have waited till like ten after i had some coffee, ate a light breakfast, sipped a mimosa and read my funnies. 2 because i don't even know who that is but judging from the lame aim her name is bri some and the piece to resistance for leaving some very childish things on my phone, when people are sleep. so i was up the rest of the night thinking( 1 if i could get away with murder(I'm not all together at 3am) and what is going on). The 6 am rolls around and i get a text saying I'm changing my number talk to you later.( well my lack of sleep self saw this and pondered hmmmm why the need to change the number , or text me this early . SO That was My Update A little vent, a Lil crazy but yea so ill update with better new but i missed yall and have had writers block..... but im back


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